In fact, I avoid thinking about things that will eventually put me into that vicious circle of thoughts..! Unless someone puts it in front of me and discusses it with me i am going to run away..!
This is exactly what has been going on. I have put a wall in front of my feelings..Feelings like leaving Pune..the end of engineering..looking forward to something soo different..the end of certain friendships i thought would last.. the beginning of new relationships that i never saw were coming..and loads of other things related to these..! i have been stopping myself from thinking about it or writing about it so that i don't fall prey to the sadness dangling form it all..! And i had plans of continuing this for a while..! But lately one thing triggered the other and somehow a small part of this feeling struck me..! i know i am not far from the time when this feeling will take over me..!
till then.. all smiles.! :) :)
With or without.. all smiles :)