There are times in your life when you have to make decisions about what the right things are..! you spend hours pondering over your decisions...In most of these times there is a "mind-heart" battle! the logics of this world versus the desires of your world..! i say follow your heart..! You need not monitor life all the time..! Just let things flow..! Do what you feel like..Make your heart smile.. pamper yourself..! Live life the way you LIKE it...the way it brings you happiness..! You deserve this and much more.. so give it to yourself without hesitation! don't hold yourself back..because life will not always be a bed of roses... but as long as life gives you roses you can make it for yourself..! just one thing...Never regret anything that ever made you smile..!!
That's quite the way I think ! :) No point being 'engineerical' about everything ;)